
Fearful Obedience – Stepping Into the Unknown ∙
Go, for he is my chosen instrument to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel. – Acts 9:15
Acts 9:10-16
Now, there was a believer in Damascus named Ananias. The Lord spoke to him in a vision, calling, “Ananias!” “Yes, Lord!” he replied.
The Lord said, “Go over to Straight Street, to the house of Judas. When you get there, ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul. He is praying to me right now. I have shown him a vision of a man named Ananias coming in and laying hands on him so he can see again.”
“But Lord,” exclaimed Ananias, “I’ve heard many people talk about the terrible things this man has done to the believers in Jerusalem! And he is authorized by the leading priests to arrest everyone who calls upon your name.”
But the Lord said, “Go, for Saul is my chosen instrument to take my message to the Gentiles and to kings, as well as to the people of Israel. And I will show him how much he must suffer for my name’s sake.”
The Stages of Life
As adults journey through the stages of life, their perspectives naturally develop. In youth, life feels limitless, and the idea of mortality seems far away. However, as they grow older, their focus often shifts to the time they have left and how they want to spend their remaining years meaningfully.
For children of the King, there is an extra dimension that others who do not know the Father are unaware of: the Father’s unique call and purpose for their lives. Each person has been personally chosen and called by the Father. Many children of the King first enter the kingdom of God knowing that He loves them and has a wonderful plan for their lives, a truth that remains constant.
For the children of the King, the concept of “retirement” should not be part of their vocabulary. Instead of considering backing away from active service to their King, they should be asking, “Father, how would You like me to invest the final years of my life on this earth?”
Paul and Ananias: A Divine Appointment
In Acts 13, Luke provides two brief yet profound glimpses into the lives of Ananias and Paul, two of the Father’s chosen servants. Ananias, a Jewish believer and one of the early followers of Jesus, exemplified the heart of a willing disciple. His desire to please the Father and his readiness to carry out His will made him an instrument of His purpose.
However, the task assigned to Ananias was far from ordinary. It seemed dangerous, life-threatening, and even irrational. He was called to approach Saul of Tarsus, a man infamous for his relentless persecution of Christians.
Saul’s Reputation
Saul’s reputation as a zealous enforcer of Jewish law and a fierce opponent of the early church was well known. He had been instrumental in the suffering and imprisonment of countless Jewish believers. As Saul himself later admitted: 1 Timothy 1:13: “I used to blaspheme the name of Christ. In my insolence, I persecuted his people.”
Luke further describes Saul’s actions: Acts 8:3: “Saul was going everywhere to destroy the church. He went from house to house, dragging out both men and women to throw them into prison.”
Understandably, Ananias was hesitant and fearful. Saul’s mission in Damascus was to arrest Jewish believers, and Ananias himself was a likely target. Avoiding Saul seemed like the only logical choice. Yet, the Father had a different plan.
The Father’s Call to Ananias
Had Luke not recorded it, Ananias would have remained an anonymous, forgotten hero of the faith. But Luke made sure everyone knew. When the Lord spoke to Ananias in a vision, His instructions were clear:
Acts 9:10-11: “The Lord said to him in a vision, ‘Ananias.’ ‘Yes, Lord!’ he replied. The Lord said, ‘Go over to Straight Street, to the house of Judas. When you get there, ask for a man named Saul from Tarsus. He is praying to me right now.’”
To Ananias, this probably seemed like an impossible request. Ananias might have thought, “This is not a vision; this is a nightmare.” Saul’s reputation as a persecutor of Christians was well known, and Ananias voiced his concerns:
Acts 9:13-14: “‘But Lord,’ exclaimed Ananias, ‘I’ve heard many people talk about the terrible things this man has done to the believers in Jerusalem! And he is authorized by the leading priests to arrest everyone who calls upon your name.’”
Overcoming his fear and hesitation, Ananias chose to trust the Father’s plan. In an act of what can be called “fearful obedience,” he stepped out in faith. Ananias not only fulfilled the Father’s immediate purpose but also became a key figure in a larger narrative that would profoundly shape the future of Christian faith.
Saul Humbled, Blind – In Prayer
The Father often works behind the scenes, preparing the way for what is to come. What Ananias did not know was that the risen Lord Jesus Christ had already intervened in Saul’s life. On the road to Damascus, Jesus had miraculously confronted Saul, leading him to repentance and faith. Humble and struck blind, he was led into the city, where he stayed in prayer. When Ananias arrived, he greeted Saul with a heartfelt warmth and an embrace of acceptance. Acts 9:17-18:
“So Ananias went and found Saul. He laid his hands on him and said, ‘Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on the road, has sent me so that you might regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.’ Instantly, something like scales fell from Saul’s eyes, and he regained his sight. Then he got up and was baptized.”
Ananias’s greeting, “Brother Saul,” exemplifies brotherly love in Scripture. It demonstrates the transforming power of God’s grace, which can reconcile even the most bitter enemies.
The Cost of Disobedience
Had Ananias refused, the Father would have found another willing servant to fulfill His plan. However, Ananias would have missed out on the incredible opportunity to be part of God’s work. His refusal could have altered the course of his life, potentially for the worse.
REFLECT & PRAY
Fear can be a paralyzing emotion that causes us to resist God’s will. Ananias’s courage and Paul’s astonishing turnaround show what God can do when we trust Him. Their story illustrates how faith can overcome fear and transform lives.
Father, encourage me to submit in fearful obedience to Your will and the unique purpose You’ve laid out for my life.
INSIGHT
Paul’s Transformation: From Zealot to Disciple
Paul’s journey from a zealous persecutor to a devoted disciple of Christ is one of the most dramatic transformations in Scripture. As Saul of Tarsus, he was fiercely 7are Mine!”
God’s call is deeply personal and purposeful. His plans often require acts of faith and courage that challenge human understanding, yet they are always intentional and redemptive.
Stepping Out in Faith
The story of Ananias and Paul serves as a powerful reminder that God’s plans often require us to step out in faith, even when the path ahead seems uncertain or the task appears overwhelming. Through acts of obedience, love, and forgiveness, we become instruments of His purpose, reflecting His grace and transforming others’ lives.
Ananias’s decision to trust the Father, despite his fear, allowed him to play a vital role in Paul’s life. Paul, once a fierce persecutor of Christians, later became one of the most influential figures in Christian history. This story encourages believers to stay open to God’s call, no matter how intimidating or unexpected it might be.
The Purpose Behind God’s Plans
The Father’s plans often surpass human understanding, but they are always guided by His eternal design and purpose. When children of the King choose to trust Him, they find delight and joy in living a life aligned with His everlasting purpose. The story of Ananias and Paul demonstrates that age, circumstances, or personal limitations do not limit God’s call.
For children of the King, there is no such thing as “retirement” from God’s purpose. Every stage of life brings new opportunities to serve, obey, and fulfill His will. The courage of Ananias and the remarkable transformation of Paul are living letters demonstrating what the Father can do when we put our trust in Him. Their story illustrates how love can overcome fear and how God’s call can dramatically change the trajectory of our lives.
Overcoming Fear Through Obedience
Fear is a powerful and often paralyzing emotion. Like Ananias, we may hesitate to respond to God’s call because of fear, which can cause us to miss the opportunities He has prepared. However, when we choose to follow His call despite our fears, we align ourselves with His purpose and experience the blessings of obedience.
Ananias’s courage and willingness to trust God, even with his initial hesitation, remind us that faith often requires stepping into the unknown. His actions fulfilled God’s immediate purpose and became part of a larger story that would shape the future of the church. The Father’s purpose is always greater than our fears.
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© Dr. H 2026
